Ok, so ... I shared on ZM7A about the warfare I'm in right now and it's getting cra-zy.
Recently I had another believer say to me what these strong men I've been fighting keep saying to me which was basically: We want everything you have and we're gonna keep taking it from you as long as you're stupid enough to allow it. Dude.
The enemy uses us like it ain't nothing. Seriously. Here are some examples in addition to the one above.
First, I went bonkers giving last year. Patti Cake told me the other day that I give more percentage wise of my income than anyone else she knows. But, when the enemy started stealing from me I was forced to take my giving to The Lord for some analysis. Well, I had to confess and repent for some of my giving, because it wasn't a part of God's plan for my stewardship.
I had the desire to give because I'm a giver, but it wasn't The Lord leading the giving. And when that happens, I get some harvest, but not great harvest because I told God my money was His to direct and broke that covenant which opened me up to demonic devouring aka a curse. Whoo! Take a breath. You can learn all about that in Cursed with a Cursed: Finances.
Another common example is saying the mean things we're thinking and/or allowing the enemy to whisper to us and then adding, 'I'm just sayin'' or 'That's just me' to end of it as if that covers the sin. Wrong. The only things that cover sin are The Dam Yeshua which was shed in seven places, His death and His resurrection when appropriated in faith and authority.
Back to the warfare. So, we're fasting and praying - I had 90 mins in tongues done by 2 a.m. this morning and a total of 15+ hours over the last 7 days. I'm telling you it's serious. But the magnificent thing is, The Lord is showing up. He's showing up with mostly revelation right now, but the big breakthrough has to follow. And the revelation is good. He's showing a lot of where I've messed up and as a result shook hands with the enemy - ie. the unauthorized giving.
I know in the past I've said I only do what God tells me to do, but when I'm in intimate conversation with Him and He's removed earthly veils it's so easy to see how often I do what I do without consulting The Lord. This is true for all of us. We see in part, prophesy in part, have our own agendas and are self-focused not God-focused most of the time. God is demanding and high maintenance so we have to admit we're not Jesus or even close, and we still live for ourselves primarily. Which is just human nature, and human nature is hard to fight.
My mentor says people will always cause more problems in our lives than any demons, and it's true. I prefer small groups and safety but for whatever reason, God's long-term plan continually pushes me out in front of groups to get rubbed, bruised and matured. I keep reminding myself that not one of my issues - internal or external - fazes God because He's a master problem solver and heaven is solution central. Just gotta keep seeking.
That'll do it for now. Check back for updates on this warfare if you're interested. I know I'm making headway when the demons start hiding behind and throwing people under the bus. Yes and amen!
It is written: And they overcame him by The Blood of The Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
It is written: Many are the afflictions of the righteous; but The Lord delivers them out of them all.
I bless you to seek deep deliverance, uncover your destiny and possess your birthright in Yeshua's Name!
The key to be delivered from rejection is receiving God's perfect love. It casts out fear and rejection is basically fear that you're not acceptable.
You are accepted. You're accepted by GOD, Jesus and Holy Spirit completely. They love you and everything about you. They have always loved you and will always love you. Even before deliverance, They LOVE you.
It's true that our upbringing and experiences affect how we receive and perceive GOD's love, but Jesus' blood can overwrite anything that doesn't align with truth.
Spend some time meditating on The Word and noting the times His love is mentioned. Keep a notebook/journal specifically for mentions of GOD's love so that you can refer to them whenever feelings of rejection creep in. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by The Word so as you speak those verses they will build your faith to be strong enough not to believe the enemies' lies that you're not enough as you are.
Dad, I know in my mind that You love me and fully accept me. I confess I don't know it in my soul and spirit. I repent of believing the lie that I'm not completely accepted by You. I cover that lie in the Blood of Jesus and cancel it. I release the Fire of God on that lie to burn it up and destroy it so that it falls to the ground and dies, never to be picked up again. Jesus came to destroy the works of darkness and that lie is now destroyed in my life. I love You. Thank You for loving and accepting me. Thank you for healing my soul of every trace of rejection and restoring me so that I can prosper in my relationships and other areas of life. I am accepted because of Christ and I decree that rejection is finished in His mighty name. Amen.
If you haven't taken my spiritual growth course, "Adopted," I highly recommend it. In the course you learn how to commune with GOD consistently and specifically to come to know Him intimately as Father. The course is available for download at Supernatural You.
What others say about ADOPTED:
I just wanted to let you know I am having the most beautiful time of worship, especially after watching Adopted part 2 today. It brought me back to a place of intimacy that I knew with God when I was a single mother, except it is even more meaningful now because I have greater revelation of who He is and I have studied the Word more intensely during the past year...but wow...I really needed this. I love hearing you talk about your experiences with the Father. I don't often hear people talk about Him that way, but you describe Him in the same way that I have come to know Him and I desire to know Him more deeply. I know that beyond anything I do, my mission is to draw people into relationship with the Father...to show them His Love and that it is possible to be intimate with Him and find love, joy, peace, and abundant life...I am so happy to receive deliverance from the cares of this world so I can really get back to enjoying my Father's presence. Thank you for this amazing teaching Zari! ~ R.S.
Whew !! ... I just did Day #1 LESSON of ADOPTED ... this is quite a day. I identify with this topic. Did not have parents who knew Jesus and did not talk about Him or know how to open up about personal things at all. We were clothed and fed but not really nurtured. Sometimes I can’t feel God’s love = like the real love of Jesus. Hope to soon!! ~ S.H.
Hi Zari ... so I have to come back and apologize to you. I said I wasn't an orphan but I had to go back and revisit Day 1. And I am, an orphan adopted by God. I'm on Day 3 and I'm starting my studies on relationships ... to gain understanding why we don't accept the relationship with God immediately. I'm learning to change my words. I needed this week away to focus and strengthen my faith the more. I love you and I'm still pressing forward. ~ S.W.
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